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Im never going to ask for more,
I just want somebody to love me.
But , when i think back.
Im not ready for it.
I guess, i juat dont know what im feeling now.
im so fucked up !I just dont know what to do right now );
I regrets letting him go .
i didnt knew that i love him aswell .
Oh dearest god .
Help me forget him .
im sorry what i've done to you .
I realize , i've hurted you .
But you still wants me .
im happy to hear that.
but you got her now ,
you survived without me .
i asked a friend of mine about this .
huh , this is our conversation ;

Storyyy to her about it .
Gulahaty ; Let him pick between me and her ,
Me; I already ask that quest , he answer he loves her more because she his's gf.
gulahaty ; still contact ?
Me ; Yeah still .
Gulahaty ;  Lol , then ckp dkt dia
if syg why dia text u ?
Fakes love , :|
You pum dh syg dkt dia , and dia dh syg dkt u ,
so go on jea la ,
...ney bkn kes rampas bf org ke ape syg , tpi ney soal hati
cewah , sejak bila i pndai ney :p

me ; Tuu i yang pening . I cakap dekat dia, tak boleh kea clash dgn girl tu .
dy cakap no , cause baru berape hari takot girl tu kate dy kaki game .
lol --"

gulahaty ; Lol , kira dia kenal u lama dh laa ?
before dia cople lagi dgn girl tu ?

Me ; a'ah . so what do you think ?

Gulahaty ;Lol , oky why dia cople dgn budak tu ?
:/
aneh ney , padahal dia kenal u lama dh

Me ; I tak ready nak accpet dy time tuu .

Gulahaty ; Lol , emm so semua ney suddenly jea la ?

Me ; yea kodd . hmm . so ? better i stay away or what?

Gulahaty ;  Hmm , sty away ?
payah syg if mcmni pnya case , masalah nya skrg ney ,
korang dua2 in love --'

Me ; Huhh , tuu lah pasal );

Gulahaty ; Emm , u discuss la elok2 dgn dia syg

Then, I realize ,

How nak discuss dgn dy ?

Hmm . .

got any idea?

Tell me babe.